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Meghan McDonald
New York, NY

Birthday: June 21
Hometown: Nashville, TN
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Diary entries:
 
Week 1  Week 2  Week 3  Week 4  Week 5  Week 6  Week 7  Week 8  Week 9  Week 10  Week 11 
 
Week 3     May 30 - June 5
 
DATE: May 30, 2006
ENTRY: We changed plans a bit and went for Foster Falls instead of the Obed- who knew that was so far away?! I'm really excited because it's the first place I climbed outdoors.  I have really great memories of the summer Colette, Chris, and I made the trip nearly every weekend and how we followed every climbing adventure with Cracker Barrel- an adventure of its own. What were we thinking!
 
DATE: May 31, 2006
ENTRY: I found the very first sport route I ever tried to climb. What a disaster that was! I lead the beginning well and I was feeling confident, but that was short lived. I got to the last bolt and was facing a big ledge over my head.  To this day I've never been as scared climbing as I got on this route. To finish I needed to do three hard moves over my last piece of protection- no way. I made it nearly there, my hands were over the ledge, but I couldn't move. I was stuck. I felt completely helpless. I couldn't go higher, I was petrified to fall, and it was too hard to down climb.  I ended up having to fall on every bolt to get down low enough to unclip and get down. I was humiliated to say the least. I didn't finish the route, I didn't know how to get down, and I was scared to the point of tears. I vowed to never lead climb again. Never would I be that vulnerable again. Well, here I am back again. Danielle is pushing me to get back on and challenge myself. I'm not up for it today, my head's not ready for it. We'll see about tomorrow. 
 
DATE: June 1, 2006
ENTRY: I hate bugs! I wore socks last night trying to be proactive, thinking I could at least save my feet. But no, they attacked my ankle anyway, along with all around my pants line and even my forehead! Really attractive. But on a good note, I did my route! What was I thinking doing that way back when?! It was grueling. I got to the ledge this time and was just as ready to come down as the first time. Maybe seeing Rory do it gave me some motivation.  This time I hit the reachy move and was squeezing so hard with one arm all the way at the base of the ledge and the other fully stretched over the side. After nearly flailing off I threw up a heel hook and found a little divot in the flat, slopey roof- just enough to get me over. Phew!! Now it's time to nurse my bug bitten body. 
 
DATE: June 2
ENTRY: We realized far too late that the directions we were following to get to Rocktown in Georgia were actually from Atlanta, not Chattanooga where we were coming from.  Ordinarily it wouldn't be a problem and you could easily make adjustments, but when you're traveling on these little narrow roads, winding further and further away from the last marked road sign and there are no gas stations, stores, or signs of life generally, who knows where you are.  You get to so many points where you're facing with completely guessing which way to go.  You just have to keep driving, hoping that the next junction, the only road sign you'll ever see out here, will validate that last left turn you took or if nothing else, at least tell you it was wrong so you can work out what's right.  Well, we eventually realized that left we took was definitely a right and we made it to Rocktown with enough light to get in a good climb. 

Unfortunately our good luck with weather didn't hold out.  Only a couple of hours into climbing and over a mile into the woods, the storm brewed and this time the rain came crashing down. Luckily Rory headed back to the car early with the camera bag to at least keep it dry.  Meanwhile, Danielle and I gathered our gear, packed our crashpad, and started back.  I tried running with the oversized pad on my back, which is a funny sight no matter who does it, but with the wind blowing me backwards and my ankle throwing me awkwardly side to side with every stride, it was too much to take.  We opted for the crash pad- overhead plan where at least the gear inside would stay dry (so we thought).  What seemed like an hour trudging through the rain was probably only twenty minutes but by the time we got back we were tired, hungry, and of course, soaked.  Time to take off.

 
DATE: June 3
ENTRY: We made it to Horse Pens 40 in record time. What an amazing place!  The campsite will spoil us a bit with all of the amenities (although you won't hear us complaining!) and it's a bit touristy, but a short path away from our tent is some of the greatest, most beautiful boulders I've seen.  There are some unbelievable formations where the rock curves around itself and other rocks and trees with crazy bumps all over and then quick vertical ledges. Every boulder is unique.  And there is so much history in these rocks. For thousands of years Native Americans lived on this land and used the natural rock shelters for protection from the elements and from intruders. We learned that the only peace treaty ever signed by the Cherokee and Creek Nations took place right here.  I'm trying to take a step back and imagine what it could have been like to live here when this remarkable rock was seen as much more than a playground. 
 
DATE: June 4
ENTRY: Climbing at Horsepens 40 is really hard for me.  When I'm a few feet away from the rock it's amazing how many huge looking holds I see.  I work out what I imagine the sequence of the problem should be.  Then, I tighten my shoes, chalk up, and and sit down underneath to grab the starting holds to find out nearly every time that nothing is what it appeared to be. Sometimes this is really great and part of what I love about climbing, the endless surprises and variations.  It's an amazing feeling to try something, fall off and try again and again until finally you work out the right way for you to contort your body to move up and over the boulder. What's not a good feeling is trying and trying the same move over and over when you don't know what you're doing wrong and you can't think of anything different to try.  Climbing becomes such a mind game.  For me, I'm really good at staying positive when we're all working on something together and when I feel like I'm getting closer to working out the move or when I can see creative new approaches to try.  What I'm having a really hard time with is staying positive and not getting frustrated at myself when I'm working a problem and I'm stuck on a move but can't think of a single thing to do differently.  I feel stuck and option-less.  I've read a lot of books and heard a lot of people talk about not tying your self-worth into your successes and failures, but it's really hard to do.  Today I was doing a classic problem at HP40 called Bumboy and I was on the last and hardest move feeling like I tried everything I could possibly think of but kept slowly sliding off the round, turtle-shell shaped rock.  It was really fun up until now when we were all trying new things, some would look good, some wouldn't, but now I was frustrated.  And what's worse is I get frustrated at myself for being frustrated.  At this point, it's over for me and I have to step back and really get a break to get my head back into it. Sometimes it works and sometimes it definitely doesn't.  Today I was lucky and two cool guys we met on our first day here, Ben and Ryan, gave me some good new beta to try.  After a few frustrated attempts and a nice rest I started fresh and sent the problem with a loud gasp of relief at the end.  I feel pretty happy now about a successful send, but I've got a lot of work to do.
 
DATE: June 5
ENTRY: Round of applause for Rory, he's now a proud member of our "you don't need to change clothes for at least five days" club.  You don't have to look very closely at our pics to see that Danielle and I are the founding members.

Here's a big thanks to my Dad for giving me some of his good luck when it comes to playing cards- "When you're lucky enough to be Irish, you're lucky enough," right Dad?

 
 
 

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Favorite trip music:
Lucinda Williams (thanks Becca)
NPR (when possible)
Bare Naked Ladies
John Butler Trio
Alanis Morrisette

Favorite climbs:
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Iron bar" V5
(New River Gorge)
"Unknown" 5.11b
renamed STS!!

(Red River Gorge)

Favorite Snack:
Trail mix with peanut m&ms
Apples

Sandwich:
PB & J (light on the J)